Weight: varies between 111 & 125
Body Fat: around 29% in my heftier weights
My body is very natural and my weight fluctuates. I have a small
frame and was skinny as a kid and teenager, but not athletic so
I didn't get into good habits with exercise or eating. Now that
I'm in my thirties I'm a little overweight in terms of my percentage
of body fat.
I really love my soft, natural body especially since I grew up
coveting fat. If there was one thing I could change about my body,
it would be to transplant my belly fat onto my butt to make it bigger.
I love big butts!
In pictures my body seems to shapeshift in tricky ways so sometimes
I look deceptively skinny and sometimes I look voluptuous in ways
that seem marvelously inaccurate. The camera DOES lie, and it makes
me feel magical being able to morph into many archetypical female
I carry my weight in my torso which puts me at risk for heart problems,
so I try to eat and exercise in moderation. "Working out"
is not my favorite thing to do, though, and I really LOVE eating,
so you don't have to worry about me losing all of my curves!
When I opened this site in 2002 I was skinnier than I am now; members
who go back into my archives can see how I've gained and lost and
regained weight. I think my body is sexier at about 117 pounds than
it was at 107. The most I've ever weighed was close to 130 pounds;
it doesn't sound like much, but for someone with my build it was
not healthy. At the time, though, it was my first experience being
overweight and I *loved* it and felt like a woman for the first
time in my life.
Like a lot of women, food is a higher-priority pleasure than sex
for me. I love eating in bed and enjoy eating to excess. One of
my biggest nightmares came true a few years ago when I realized
I'd become lactose intolerant. I miss whole milk and decadent cheeses