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Tuesday, September 02, 2008

Company Coming Over

Just a quick post to say that we have family visiting today and tomorrow so some of our cams and audio will be down. It's been too long since we've seen our nephew and we haven't even given my sister her present for her birthday which was a month ago. It's a hot pair of peeptoe sandals so in the back of my mind I'm hoping I can get a set of foot-focused pics out of her while she's wearing them, too. Is that so wrong? PROBABLY!

Some snaps of me from the last time we had company over:

My psychiatrist's office finally called back so I made an appointment to get back on Ritalin. I got a huge headache yesterday because I've been trying to use caffeine instead of prescription stimulants and caffeine? It's pure fucking evil. I don't have to consume much over the course of three or four days to suffer nasty consequences.

Even though I was almost totally out of commission yesterday with the headache, I did manage to write and post for members a sicko masturbation fantasy I had. I'm not sure if other people will jack off to it, but it's an interesting peek into the mind of a woman and how the threat of violence from men is a constantly disturbing companion that can't be safely separated from sex in our subconscious minds. Our brains are diseased with scary men.

Labels: attention deficit disorder, family, fantasies, fears, friends, gender issues, health, human nature, masturbation, mundane, PHOTOS, sexuality

posted by Trixie at 9/02/2008 11:06:00 PM -

4 Comments:

theFstopshere said...: yeah, you can't get the same result self-medicating with coffee and caffeine that you get with a stimulant like ritalin or concerta. by the way, have you tried concerta? i find it much more enjoyable than ritalin. it's a once a day, time release version of ritalin.
ask your doc about it.; 2:39 PM
Trixie Fontaine said...: Oooh, thanks for the rec. Though I probably won't even experiment with it since a) Ritalin worked so well for me, and b) when I tried Adderall just to see if there was something better than Ritalin, I hated it SO MUCH; it made me super morbidly depressed as soon as it would kick in. That pretty much turned me off of trying anything different and since I'm pretty sure my insurance won't cover this I don't want to waste any dough branching out with fancy new meds given that Ritalin is just dandy for me. Still, I'm always interested in hearing other people's experiences with these meds.; 4:03 PM
theFstopshere said...: i didn't like adderal either. concerta is ritalin in a time release version. take it once and forget about it the rest of the day. i also found it to be a more gradual fall off towards the end of the day.
the down side to it is you can't take it just when you need it... which i sometimes did with ritalin.
it's an all day or nothing proposition. one solution to that is to get concerta and a small prescription of ritalin for late afternoon. i've been off meds for a few years but get back on when i feel i need the extra focus to work on one life skill or another. once i get that down... i back off on the meds.

either way, best of luck with things. it's always nice to meet another ADDer

you don't have to post this...
ian; 4:44 PM
Trixie Fontaine said...: But I *like* to post these kinds of comments! ;) Seriously, I know a number of my esteemed webwhore colleagues and readers are interested in ADD and meds talk.

So do they make a generic of Concerta?; 7:35 PM