ANAL O
Yesterday I had the best orgasm during my show.

I intended to do a softcore show, since I'm on the rag and wanted to save up my blood for a photo/video shoot (story to come). Of course, denying myself masturbation only made me want it more; I felt very sensitive and excited by my freshly trimmed pussy (god, this sounds so fucking fakey but it's the TRUTH!).

To make an hour-long story short, I wound up sticking my favorite butt-toy up my ass while I used my magic wand on my clit. A few strokes of that and I was about to orgasm, but I wanted to make it last so I stopped. When I started again there was no way I could stop myself from climaxing within seconds.

I don't know how anal stimulation works on women, but somehow . . . it does. I had been playing with my magic wand for about ten minutes without coming before I stuck the toy in my ass. Presto. Orgasm. I don't think it's just a psychological thing either . . . there's definitely a physiological contribution being made by anal stimulation. One of the most mysterious things about anal masturbation for me is that I usually masturbate with my legs closed EXCEPT when I've got a manageably sized toy up my butt -- then I spread my legs and cum like that (only WITH direct clitoral stimulation though; I'm pretty sure there's no way I could climax from anal alone). It's bizarre.

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In other daily news, I am feeling pretty overwhelmed. I actually created an efficiency sheet to keep track of how many hours I'm working on a daily basis, and it's put me into overdrive. All I want to do is work, and I still feel like I'm not getting enough done. I'm feeling very wired in a semi-good / semi-stressful way.

We're planning to take a road trip to visit family for a couple of weeks next month, and there's a lot of stuff we need to get done to pull it off.

I've also lost part of my voracious appetite. I don't know what's going on, but I haven't been wanting to eat nearly as much as I normally do. Very very strange.
posted by Trixie at 4/27/2005 12:59:00 PM -